A very special message to the One.
Certainly you know who you are. Without your privete messages, surely the bliss would be a bit less. Thanks!!!
At the moment I am quite overwhelmed by all of the incredible focus and clarity which has been granted me, by the Universal Will and/or The Holy Spirit. One in the same as all equations balance on this one point of perspective. I was driven to write a book which I started in 1992 and every time I started it, I would be cast into a flow which very few understand and/or accept as fact. Many in fact classify it as insanity. It did in fact drive me to insanity, three times I began to write. Then as Divine Intervention appeared before my eyes, I knew then that every moment I could classify myself as insane, was merely a perspective of realities never realized before. These are the words which brought into focus my path and direction to follow as guided by God's hand.
PAUL’S VISION AND HIS THORN
II Corinthians 12:2 ~ 12:10
I must go on boasting. Although there is nothing to be gained, I will go on to visions and revelations from the Lord. I know a man in Christ who fourteen years ago was caught up in the third heaven. Whether it was in the body or out of the body I do not know—God knows. And I know that this man—whether in the body or apart from the body I do not know, but God knows—was taken up to paradise. He heard inexpressible things, things that man is not permitted to tell. I will boast about a man like that, but I will not boast about myself, except about my weaknesses. Even if I should choose to boast, I would not be a fool, because I would be speaking the truth. But I refrain, so no one think more of me than is warranted by what I do or say.
To keep from being conceited because of these surpassingly great revelations, there was given to me a thorn in my flesh, a messenger of Satan, to torment me. Three times I pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weakness, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
Since it had been fourteen years since trying to write, this one chance viewing of the Word, put into focus all I had been assigned to do.
I am currently focused on resolving all and any dead weight baggage from my internal programing and just wish to let you all know that I have been blessed by being directed to this web-site which is a gift from God and/or of The One, in hopes of enlightening others as to the truth of our so called: 3D incarnations.
I had every intention of meditating for a period. <<<>A Simple Tool
After having seperated, Spirit, Body and Consciousness from one another. (Lessons to follow, as to how this was accomplished.)
Finding myself sitting up on the edge of the day bed, with a mission and purpose for this life, I got dressed and went for a walk. My only regret was that I had been so intent on viewing my spirit that I had neglected to look up and around to see what else was out there, and perhaps seeing who might be viewing me in this state.
I walked up the street in brilliant sunshine, on a perfect day in paradise, with a sense of heightened awareness and with only one thought in mind. The reality of tapping into universal knowledge meant that a universal language needed to be created in order to retain, catalog, recall and express all I now was privy to. In today’s world I needed what might called a Pentium processor with a program for my mind. So, in the time it took me to type it and for you to read it, the following logic and code came to be.
I need a written symbol system with which to communicate in. Why not use the symbols already known? Just give them simple easy to remember values, other than their original values and meanings. I guess that leaves me with numbers and letters to use. Come to think of it, numbers do seem to have a subliminal meaning. Let me see if I can give a letter value to each number available. Still thinking and walking, without writing, I came up with the following:
1 – value of Oneself – Letter value = O
2 – value of the Couple as in, to join. – Letter value = C
3 – value of the trinity: God. Letter value = G
4 – “Four walls” comes to mind. Four actual dimensions: height, length, width and time. You can only have a certain height, length and width for a definitive length of time. Therefore, its value is Structure. Letter = S
5 – Pentagon and Pentagram, the number of Knowledge. Letter = K
6 – The Bible contains 66 chapters, and in order to defeat the evil 666, you must do the Bible. The value is in Doing. Letter = D
7 – Sounds like heaven, Happiness or Heaven. Letter = H
8 – The symbol of Infinity. Letter = I
9 – Resembles a Question mark? Letter = Q
10 – The zero Amplifies the value of the one. Letter = A
11 – Onself Onself – I’ll have to think about its value later.
12 – Darn, have I just run into a snag, where reversing numbers can have different meaning. Besides, how many reversing numbers are there to contend with between 12 and 26? Good, 12 and 21 will be the only numbers. Oneself in the Relationship of the couple. Letter = R
13 – Oneself before God, Judgment time. Letter = J
14 – Oneself structure, one’s structure, being Yourself. Letter = Y
15 – One’s knowledge is Wisdom. Letter = W
16 – One’s doing is Experience. Letter = E
17 – One’s happiness is Pleasure. Letter = P
18 – One’s infinity, eternal Life. Letter = L
19 – One’s question is a Thirst for an answer. Letter = T
20 – Couple amplified, must be Marriage. Letter = M Marriage in the sense that you have coupled with something, as say more deeply than just playing poker, if you are a professional poker player.
21 – The couple is a Union of ones. Letter = U
22 – Two genders care for two genders, a Family. Letter = F
23 – Couple God, I’m not sure of what letters are left, I’ll go home and write this down and see if the remaining letters fit the rest of the numbers.
As I walked, I questioned whether the values of my numbers had any relation to today’s use of them. Of course the first number to come to mind was 69. Doing Question - Doing what? - Doing how? – Doing who? Oh, I knew I was onto something, and my pace quickened towards home.
The only letters not used were: B - N - V - X – Z. I was also left with oneself-oneself, couple God, couple structure, couple knowing and couple doing. The couple doing was the first and easiest to solve. Couple structure was next. Then came couple God, then couple knowledge fell into place. That left that darn B and that oneself-oneself, which bothered me. So it became “bother” for a while and then “brother” for a while, but its true word value was not fully satisfied till some time latter.
11 – B = Build: One brick and another, builds.
23 – N = Nature: Couple God, every thing in God’s world is coupled, Male/Female - Good/Evil - Light/Dark
24 – V = Vow: Which is what strengthens couple’s structure.
25 – X = The letter and number with the x-ception to the rule. Twenty-five’s word value is: Multiplied Knowledge. Twenty-five’s letter value = X, the multiplier and factor. Twenty-five became the number which signifies the use of this system to enhance one’s knowledge.26 – Z = Zeal: Couple Doing
1 - ONESELF
2 - COUPLE
3 - GOD
4 - STRUCTURE
5 - KNOWLEDGE
6 - DOING
7 - HAPPINESS
8 - INFINITY
9 - QUESTION
10 - AMPLIFY
11 - BUILD
12 - RELATION
13 - JUDGMENT
14 - YOURSELF
15 - WISDOM
16 - EXPERIENCE
17 - PLEASURE
18 - LIFE
19 - THIRST
20 - MARRIAGE
21 - UNION
22 - FAMILY
23 - NATURE
24 - VOW
25 - MULTIPLY KNOWLEDGE
26 - ZEAL
The time and date at which I first awoke, 526 subliminally translated to, “Know Couple Doing and/or Know Zeal.” —Both of which are fine things to think about. Now try your birth date, house numbers, phone numbers, etc. It’s not the occult, but rather the ultimate numerology system, God given. It only creates synaptic connections or pathways in your brain you would never have made before if it weren’t for the basic ABC’s of Billy. By the way, here are just a few more definitive meanings:
One zero means to amplify, two zeros means to focus and three zeros is God’s focus to amplify. Large numbers have so many interpretations, but they all have the same relationship.
32 - Pray
33 - Jesus
44 - Blueprint/Plan
55 - Genius
66 - The Bible
69 - Doing what?
99 - Puzzlement
333 - The Father, Son and Holy Spirit
666 - Doing Bible or Bible Doing
999 - No clue
707 - Happiness amplifies happiness
101 - Isn’t it obvious?
411 - Information
800 - Toll free number (Sometimes a cigar is just a cigar.)
O.K., now that I’ve developed this, what do I do with it? As I did on my walk home, I felt the need to see if there was any relevance or relationship to the subliminal values numbers as they are used in an accepted manner. Also, did the letters and their definitive word values hold any true value in their meanings when used in combinations to form words? But the most important thing I could do was to see if it could be easily memorized. Not surprisingly, it was so simple to recall the numbers and letters I had used that it seemed I could instantly count from 1 to 26, and say my ABC’s. HA! HA! (Happiness Amplified!)It was such a natural relationship between the values of the numbers and their word values that it was easy to memorize this newly discovered Universal Language. I spent hours, days, experimenting and experiencing the value of what was revealed to me. I spent so much time reading words with their new letter values, doing mathematical equations while utilizing their word values, creating and discovering anagrams using only the letter and word values, that I was truly convinced God had revealed something special to me so I could share it with mankind.
Delving a little deeper into the possibilities that all words had a design and a pure mathematical genius about them, distilling a word’s value to its finite number and comparing them with other words and simple phrases of their values, proved beyond a shadow of a doubt to him that what he had discovered was truly all by design. The design for doing this is the design of the pyramid, one triangle going up, and one triangle going down.
Once again, let’s take the word CAR. Spelling it out in numbers, it is: 2 - 10 – 12. In the up direction, you add the numbers, 2 + 10 = 12 (don’t be confused by the fact that the number after 10 in the words spelling just happens to be 12.) Now, 10 + 12 = 22, now you add the 12 with the 22 and you get 34, now you add the 3 and the 4 and your first number of car’s distilled value is 7. In the down direction you find the differences. The difference between 2 and 10 is 8, the difference between 10 and 12 is 2. Now you take the differences between 8 and 2, which is 6. You now have the second number in the distilled value of the word CAR. Its distilled value is: 76 ~ Happy-Doing.
Realizing that once a word had been distilled, it could be assigned an absolute value, designating how many letters are in it and assigning the standard number letter relationship. 1 thru 26 and A to Z. since Car’s distilled value is 76, its absolute value would be: 7633. It would take a computer to catalog each and every word to see whether, and how many, words would have the same absolute value. In the case of repeating absolute values, a simple additional number could be added to the end of its value, in an alphabetical sort of way. Guess a picture is worth a thousand words, so I’ll diagram it for you.
.............7
............34
..........12 22
...CAR ~ 2 10 12 = 76 CAR’s Distilled value is: 76 ~ Happy Doing
...........8 2
............6
.............8
.............35
.............123
............56 68
...........26 30 38
..LIFE ~ 18 8 22 16 LIFE’s Distilled value is: 84~Infinite Structure
..........10 14 6
............4 8
.............4
Having spent hours distilling word values by hand, I discovered that there was in fact a correlation between words and their distilled numerical values, as well as dates. Two words or more are distilled as one continuous spelling. Since it is impossible to add whole numbers and arrive at Zero, there are only 90 absolute distilled values for all words: 10 thru 99
Some words and values of interest:
10 ~ Key Coded - Rock n Roll - Teach - Secrets - Holy Oil - Flower - Dance
11 ~ Dios - Blessed - Shield - Born
12 ~ Body - Spirit - Partner - Genesis - Let it Be - The Word - Actor -Movie - Inspired - 1953
(1953, being my birth year.)
13 ~ Atonement - Bless - Amen - Omega - Secret - 1983
(1983; being the year of the Bible.)
15 ~ Belief
16 ~ Awake – Sea (The sea or ocean in Rock Code is all of music. Rivers, streams and the like flow to the sea. Therefore; songs can either be called streams or rivers.)
17 ~ You- Shout
18 ~ Sky (Billy’s convictions about the code were strengthened years later when he learned that the number 18 is the number of Life, in Hebrew. Coincidence?)
19 ~ Love
20 ~ Heaven - Hallelujah - Baptism
21 ~ Paradise - Joy - Peace - Kisses - Rock and Roll - Peace of Mind
22 ~ Holy Ghost - Gospel - Scriptures - Father - True - Living - Hero
23 ~ God - I Am God - Seven - Merciful - Friends
24 ~ My Song - Talk - Family
25 ~ Head
30 ~ Bible Belt - Verse - 333 - Parable - Repent - Clue - To hide the truth
31 ~ My Dear Lord - Lamb - Grace - Glory - Nature - Earth Revelations - Billy’s code - Brain - Growth - Infinity
32 ~ The Rock Code - Mass - Woman - Who - Always - Inspired - Freedom
33 ~ Rock of Ages - Proverbs - If - Focus - Radio
34 ~ America - Is - Cover
35 ~ Ark - Friend
36 ~ Promises
37 ~ Religion - England
38 ~ I Am
40 ~ My Dear God - Oh Lord - Or - Egg man - Promise - Truth
41 ~ Sacred Heart - Heal - Wisdom - Trinity - Prayer - Angels
43 ~ Walk on water - The - Book - Listen
48 ~ My focus
50 ~ Church - Glorious - Trust - The truth
51 ~ God is Good - Demarest- Resurrected - Forgiveness - Wealth
52 ~ Kingdom - Messenger - Child - Awaken - Phil Collins
53 ~ Billy - Infinite - Judge - Healer - Asleep - Laugh
54 ~ Quest
55 ~ Ask
57 ~ Saints - Acts
58 ~ Luke - Apostle
60 ~ Mom - Fertile - Teacher
61 ~ Messiah - The Cross - Psalm
62 ~ Christ - Holy - Word - Moral
63 ~ Water - Wave - The Seed - American - The Life - Good
64 ~ Pope - John - Paul - Door - Smile - Singer (These values created a synaptic connection which caused me to create an original joke. Where did Pope John Paul’s bathroom door lead? -----
It leads to a pew! LOL)
66 ~ Adam
70 ~ Jesus Christ - My God - Resurrected - The Way - Billy Shears - Sanctified - Rapture
71 ~ Free Will - Pray - Bliss
74 ~ Son of Man - Sacred
77 ~ Madonna - Rose (Just happens to be what they call Jesus’s mother and Billy’s mother’s name.)
80 ~ Earth Code - Eve - Alpha - Revelation - Revolution - Phil
81 ~ Jesus - Most High - Praise - Artist - Beatles - Twist and Shout - Eternal - Wisdom - Healed
83 ~ Bible - Bill - Vexstar - Kneel - Heals (1983: The year of the Bible.)
84 ~ Ocean - I will - Play
90 ~ At Hand - A new drug - The door - Garden - Heart - Wine
91 ~ Lord - Holy Spirit - Child of God - The light - Creation Lazarus, the dead
92 ~ Key Code - Value - Plan - Collins - Truth - My goal - Archangel
93 ~ Son of God - Devine - Man - Justice - Kiss - His - Boy
94 ~ One - Life - And - Me
95 ~ Honor - Blood
97 ~ Noah
98 ~ Ghost
99 ~ Refuge - Again
The missing numerical distilled values were not deleted because the words that had those distilled values were not of a significant relationship or value. (Say that, three times fast.) They have been omitted just so you might find out how difficult it is to find words that fulfill all of the distilled values.
A Gift
So I decided to take some time and figure out if I could develop a step-by-step way to repeat this sensation. I also wanted to know exactly what part of my body was the last I could feel. Answering all of these questions did make it a little more difficult to return to this state. Your own thoughts make it more difficult to disconnect, but I persisted until the following events took place.
Reclining with the music on, trying to hear every note, I let my body settle to its lowest point, actually feeling dropping sensations, wave after wave. Letting my eyes settle to a position which seemed to let them float independent of my senses. The sealing of my mouth, with all air slightly sucked out and with the tongue filling the space behind closed teeth, making sure my entire body was in a comfortable position without any pulling or extra pressure or tension. This included folds in the skin as well as hair. At this stage, any re-adjustment was fine. After several minutes of settling, re-adjusting and relaxing my nervous system, it was very important to remain wide awake, being sure to listen and hear every vibration of the music. The goal was to put the body to sleep and awaken the mind.
My first attempt to achieve disconnect while recalling all of the steps made it more difficult. But I persisted, only to realize so many things had to take place in order to do it just right. First of all, twitches and facial muscles had to be the first to cease. Emotions or reactions to sound must not reflect in the face. Next is the awareness of your entire body as a whole, if you are aware of motion in the nervous system, then concentrate on a part of the body which has completely settled and not moved since the start. Generally it is the feet, or perhaps a hand, in which you can no longer feel fingers touching fingers. Let this area spread, realizing how much of your body you actually cannot sense, but be aware of the fact that these portions are on their way to spreading. During this phase of the process, continue to hear the music and all of its vibrations as you take inventory of your physical being.
Once comfortable, feeling or being aware that sound and thought are not located or emanating from the region of the head and face, the sensation is that the entire physical being is the receptor of thought and sound. It seems awareness of thought and sound can be moved anywhere within the confines of your physical being.
Perhaps the most difficult task is to not become aware of your breathing and expanding chest. During my first attempt, I tried every breathing pattern: long slow deep breaths, short shallow breaths and any other combination I could think of, until I fell into a rhythm that worked. I simply did not become overly focused on it.
By this point you will become aware of sensations you’ve never experienced. Know you are on your way, but never stop listening to and hearing the music, delving ever deeper into all of the separate sounds and vibrations which make it up and the fact that you are truly hearing them all at once. You might even wonder, why hasn’t anyone ever told me about this? Just one hint: if you ever have to swallow, for any reason, before or after reaching this point, stop and try over at a later time. It’s an action of the physical which cannot be overcome during an attempt.
Then it began to happen, the moment I had been searching for, the moment of disconnection and the knowledge of which part of my body I would last be connected with. Without warning the feeling was like a very tight rubber band stretched over the top of my head, behind my ears and under my jaw. This area began to move forward with ever increasing speed, as though the rubber band were going to slip off the front of my face. That is exactly what happened. When it reached the point that an actual rubber band would have snapped off of my face, it did. But it didn’t just snap off my face. The sensation of it leaving was physical, past and beyond my face. I heard a loud snap, with the intensity of a bullwhip cracking, and saw a brilliant spark at a point just in front of the bridge of my nose.
How freaking incredible this was. I had now separated my consciousness from its physical self. I was now only the music I was listening to. But “listening,” is not exactly how someone in this state would classify it. You have to be there to appreciate it. In the simplest of terms, I was seeing and feeling it, in all of its splendor and detail. In detail which would make the virtual reality of today’s most sophisticated computers seem like a black and white television showing of The Lone Ranger.
So I decided to take some time and figure out if I could develop a step-by-step way to repeat this sensation. I also wanted to know exactly what part of my body was the last I could feel. Answering all of these questions did make it a little more difficult to return to this state. Your own thoughts make it more difficult to disconnect, but I persisted until the following events took place.
Reclining with the music on, trying to hear every note, I let my body settle to its lowest point, actually feeling dropping sensations, wave after wave. Letting my eyes settle to a position which seemed to let them float independent of my senses. The sealing of my mouth, with all air slightly sucked out and with the tongue filling the space behind closed teeth, making sure my entire body was in a comfortable position without any pulling or extra pressure or tension. This included folds in the skin as well as hair. At this stage, any re-adjustment was fine. After several minutes of settling, re-adjusting and relaxing my nervous system, it was very important to remain wide awake, being sure to listen and hear every vibration of the music. The goal was to put the body to sleep and awaken the mind.
My first attempt to achieve disconnect while recalling all of the steps made it more difficult. But I persisted, only to realize so many things had to take place in order to do it just right. First of all, twitches and facial muscles had to be the first to cease. Emotions or reactions to sound must not reflect in the face. Next is the awareness of your entire body as a whole, if you are aware of motion in the nervous system, then concentrate on a part of the body which has completely settled and not moved since the start. Generally it is the feet, or perhaps a hand, in which you can no longer feel fingers touching fingers. Let this area spread, realizing how much of your body you actually cannot sense, but be aware of the fact that these portions are on their way to spreading. During this phase of the process, continue to hear the music and all of its vibrations as you take inventory of your physical being.
Once comfortable, feeling or being aware that sound and thought are not located or emanating from the region of the head and face, the sensation is that the entire physical being is the receptor of thought and sound. It seems awareness of thought and sound can be moved anywhere within the confines of your physical being.
Perhaps the most difficult task is to not become aware of your breathing and expanding chest. During my first attempt, I tried every breathing pattern: long slow deep breaths, short shallow breaths and any other combination I could think of, until I fell into a rhythm that worked. I simply did not become overly focused on it.
By this point you will become aware of sensations you’ve never experienced. Know you are on your way, but never stop listening to and hearing the music, delving ever deeper into all of the separate sounds and vibrations which make it up and the fact that you are truly hearing them all at once. You might even wonder, why hasn’t anyone ever told me about this? Just one hint: if you ever have to swallow, for any reason, before or after reaching this point, stop and try over at a later time. It’s an action of the physical which cannot be overcome during an attempt.
Then it began to happen, the moment I had been searching for, the moment of disconnection and the knowledge of which part of my body I would last be connected with. Without warning the feeling was like a very tight rubber band stretched over the top of my head, behind my ears and under my jaw. This area began to move forward with ever increasing speed, as though the rubber band were going to slip off the front of my face. That is exactly what happened. When it reached the point that an actual rubber band would have snapped off of my face, it did. But it didn’t just snap off my face. The sensation of it leaving was physical, past and beyond my face. I heard a loud snap, with the intensity of a bullwhip cracking, and saw a brilliant spark at a point just in front of the bridge of my nose.
How freaking incredible this was. I had now separated my consciousness from its physical self. I was now only the music I was listening to. But “listening,” is not exactly how someone in this state would classify it. You have to be there to appreciate it. In the simplest of terms, I was seeing and feeling it, in all of its splendor and detail. In detail which would make the virtual reality of today’s most sophisticated computers seem like a black and white television showing of The Lone Ranger.
A HIGHER PLAIN
The music was on, Dark Side of the Moon. All was going exceptionally well, step-by-step, and then it happened. The disconnect was about to take place, the rubber band effect started. But at the moment I expected to hear the snap and see the spark, there was a great flash of brilliant light instead and I was viewing a sheet of the purest brilliant white light I have ever seen where I knew my body should be.
The realization that I was viewing it, not from within, but completely detached from it, did not shock or surprise me. In that instant I knew what had happened. I had separated my consciousness from my body and was now viewing my spirit. My point of view was from a point forty-five degrees and about a yard from my forehead, slightly above my face and past the top of my head. I knew where my consciousness was and where my spirit was, but I had no sense of where my body actually was. Without hesitation and for some unknown reason I began to think about my left knee. Much to my surprise, a black hole or void of light developed in this sheet of light just where my knee should be. As soon as I stopped thinking about the area of my knee, it immediately shrank and became brilliant again. I seem to have all of the answers and knowledge surrounding the reason for my existence and the purpose of my life. At that moment, knowing I had somehow tapped into universal knowledge, I began to shake my left arm.
A HIGHER PLAIN IN THE PHYSICAL
Without a doubt, the most detailed and intricate event occurred while I was at the end of an incredible journey into the zone. This tour had again led to incarceration. But in this instance, it did not end with the awareness that I had gone a little too far and lost touch with the real world. Unexpectedly, being jailed did not mean an exit through the doorway.
Realizing that God had placed me in this circumstance for a reason, I felt it necessary to share my experiences with others. The philosophy of the wall and it only being reflected light off of paint molecules was perhaps my best tool for connecting to the more enlightened souls and sharing these circumstances.
Reading was a great way to pass the time. As I read out loud a particularly interesting sentence in the book I was reading, my bunkmate exclaimed that it was a fitting reply to what he had just read. Without hesitation or a plan, we went to the common area outside of our cell and proceeded to grab a handful of books each and sit at one of the steel tables. Each taking turns, we would place a finger within the pages and read aloud what it said. Consistently, time after time, what we were reading to each other sounded as if we were having a conversation. Sometimes it was a question, with an appropriate answer, others were the continuation of a thought. We did this for several minutes, both of us completely amazed at how incredibly intricate and detailed one another’s replies had become. Then I read the words, “God sent us a cuckoo as a sign of His sanctioning our actions.” At that very moment, coming from the television, a cartoon cuckoo popped out of its clock and announced to us it was there. We both cracked up, laughing uncontrollably. As I tried to catch my breath, I had to know what book this sentence came from. The book was about a pair of missionaries traveling down the Amazon. I wanted to read further as to the circumstances for such a statement, but a guard who was standing in our cell called to me. He wanted me to tell him what my friend and I were laughing about. I walked over to him with the book in my hand and proceeded to explain just what we had been doing. When I read the statement again, the cuckoo, once again was right on cue. As he was laughing, I decided to see if he too could have followed us through the doorway. I asked him to pick up any two books of about thirty which were in a row placed on the floor against a wall. Having chosen two books, I told him to place a finger within the pages of the first book and read the sentence. As he fanned the page and pointed to words, I said, “Look and see what they say.” To the amazement of both of us, he read, “Look and see.” Now being totally confident that a second demonstration could not fail, I told him to do it again with the second book. The words he pointed at read, “Open your eyes and see.” All he could say was, “You’ve certainly opened my eyes.”
He asked me who I was and what was I doing there. I told him about the circumstances that had landed me there and told him of who I thought I might be, as well as my run-in with Phil and my Universal Language. His reply was completely unexpected. “My father,” he said, “taught me the Universal Language when I was a kid.” —Not that he remembered it, but his father had in fact spent time with him talking about exactly the same code. But then he said he had to go do his job elsewhere.
This started me thinking about just how many people I had told my story to. What were the chances that I had actually met his father, in the couple of dozen years I had been on this path? It seemed the odds were greatly in my favor. This one event truly strengthened my resolve to continue on the path God had chosen for me, regardless of any consequences my actions might have in the real world.
Later that afternoon, I was doing some artwork to keep myself occupied when one of the less enlightened inmates snatched it from me, tore it up and threw it into the garbage. I walked up to the door which faced the observation booth and banged on it to get the guard’s attention to complain about his actions. Without hesitation, this same guard pulled the microphone to his mouth and said, “Yes Messiah?” There was no sarcasm in his voice, but this only served to anger me. I yelled back, “Don’t call me that!”
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